Job blues...

Is it very normal to feel that your work profile is getting redundant ... or your getting bored by doing the exact same work everyday?
This is one of the major problems am facing in this profession...
firstly being a probationer, no one finds you good enough to do impt jobs. and by the end of the week you are sick of doing those not-so-impt work .. jus juggling to find some substantial work ... Now that a tough task for me pertaining to the fact that my branch is so filthy that there is nuthing to learn except for opening "khatas" and solving computer-related problems of the Elderly staff...
for now i can go on n on cribbing about my job...
But i wont.. I still remember, after watching the branch n the people for 1 week, i somehow decided that the best part abt this branch is there is so much to change and there is so much I can do to mitigate the miseries of the people coming down here.
I tried... infact I tried a lot... but as all the youth-transforming movies say... "tum system ko badlo.. isse pehle system tumhe badal deta hai"
I still shy away to accept that this is what exactly is happening with me.
Its sick to admit it that after jus 1.5months of working in this SBI branch my entire thinking has changed... the enthu.. the zeal to learn more and more.. my attitude...
i feel sad... probably i was thinking too much of myself...
Am nomore different from all those depressing oldies in the branch. Just like themeven i tend to send a customer from pillar to post for small little issues...
Though most of the time i try solving their problems at ones but then most of the time i feel so tied up in this rigid system that "making a difference" is nomore in my mind..
I hate this part of myself and am trying to change soon.. soon ...i keep telling one thing to myself that I am here to improve the system and not to degrade myself..Keeping this thing in mind I am sure when i move out of this branch one day I will feel proud to bring in small lil melioration.. cant promise anything else...

jab we met.. revisited

Yes.. it happened again… yet again.. I donno for which time.. but I again watched Jab V Met and I again fell in love with the movie. Even after watching it for so many times still I stay in the aura of the movie the characters as soon as I watch it again.. seems as if its such an integral part of my life and easy it is for me to associate myself with the movie n the characters.
For me life cant be fairer.. I got everything I deserved and not wat I demanded. And this is when I realize that am God’s favourite child that even with umpteen mistakes of mine.. he has given all the possibly good things in life. Before joining SBI I was actually living in a pretense at ICFAI of being happy n satisfied, till the time one sane person forced me to see the reality. Though I was happy … I was never satisfied.. some how the feeling of not being able to cope up with the other odd 800 students was making me stay in my own cocoon. Wont go into the gory details at to what happened next but will surely say that am happy and am now proud of myself.
So getting back to Jab we Met, as a matter of fact I can watch the entire movie keeping it on mute n saying all the dialogs by myself.
Here are the few things I luv abt it
1) Hill n mountain mein kya fark hota hai mujhe aaj tak samajh mein nahin aaya :P
2) Bhatinda ki sikhni
3) Aage kya hone wala hai yeh kisi ko nahin pata.. isliye main who hi karti hu jo mujhe theek lagta hai
4) Is bar main nahin rukunga… he is waiting for you
5) 1 ehsaan rahega tumhara mujhpar… kit um anshuman ko meri zindagi mein laaye.. warna main kabhi nahin samajh paati…..
Man…. I uv this movie so much…... life’s gud
Next update, my not-so-caring company is sending me on a work-cum-pleasure trip .. and I cant get more excited

a not-so-avid reader me

Though I can no more label myself as a Voracious Reader I still proud to declare that I have started wid a novel called "Of course I luv you.... till I find someone else" I am actually quite liking this book, as it gives great insights in a guy's mind when in a relationship (though it has made my dislike for them manifolds) I wish to finish it soon so that I can give a Jhakkaaas review Till then keep scribbling :)

My new new Blog :)

Finally the day has come when i started wid this one good habit of mine.... blogging.. I always loved it but then time took its toll (i know its a boring and an over-used excuse)
But this time round I ll not stop myself in giving words to all the good things happening around me.
So keep Blogging :)