Man... I hate her so much :P

:)

So you ever feel you’ve become the worst version of urself ?

That the Pandora’s box of all the secret, hateful parts… your arrogance… your spite... your condescension has sprung open.. Some one provokes you .. and instead of smiling and moving on, you ZING them ?

“Hello, its Mr. Nasty”. I am sure you have no idea wat am talking about

No I know what you mean and am completely jealous !

What happens to me when am provoked is that I jus get tongue-tied. My mind goes….. Blank !

And then I spend all night tossing and turing trying to figure out what I should have said.

What should I have said for example to the bottom dweller who recently belittled my existence ?

(thnking)… Nothing…. Nothing even now !

Wouldn’t it be wonderful if I could pass all my zingers to you

And then I would never behave badly and you could behave badly all the time and we both ‘d be happy.

On the other hand I must warn you, when you finally have the pleasure to say the things you mean to say at the moment you mean to say it remorse inevitably follows

Do you think we should meet ?

………………………………………….

Void

Sometimes I wonder abt my life...

I lead a small life … well, Valuable but small…

So I do it becoz I like it... ? or because I haven’t been brave ?

So much of what I see reminds me of something I read in a book

When shouldn’t it be another way round ?

I really don’t want an answer, I jus want to send this cosmic question into the void

So good night dear void !