Its complicated

Its sick to be misunderstood by the people who know your intentions to their best ...

Lately its happening to me for quite a bundle of times.. I am not saying that I havent ever misunderstood someone.. but yeah I agree it sucks when you are on the opposite end.

Not every word is Meant to be taken by its face value or its literal meaning...

This gives me just one lesson... If my words are being taken in the wrong sense and hurting someone.. its better to keep shut n keep those things to myself.. even if this calls for restricting my freedom of speech.

I just wish after a while they ll understand what I actually meant

Going to the next topic, its never ever right to get dependent one someone to such an extent that my world ends as soon as he/she is out of the scene... this not only makes me helpless but also cages the other person. he/she might feel that am trying to pull him/her from his/her world just to complete mine... this might also exclusively go upto myself being tagged as a selfish person.... a small mistake with huge consequences..

PS: I sincerely apologize to the people I have been hurting oflate..

All i wanted is a lil time ... a lil weekend together ... and the time I look forward to everyday of the week

Secondly Never Make Weekend Plans in Prior... hell breaks lose when they go awry

I miss home ... I miss Mom & Dad. Eventually I have realised that no matter what & no matter whom.. they are the one who cares the most about me ... who wait for my call every morning and every evening, who are still worried to the same extent as they were when I had my first train journey all by myself, who reminds me of every occasion early in the morning, who knows the best medicine suited for me for every ailment, who call me every time they eat my fav fooda... above all the one who loves me the most...

Its enuf of living like a nomadic Zombie... Its time to get back home...